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Deathwish

by Thanatotic Desire

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1.
Forgive me father, but YOU have sinned… You live to fight temptation, I live to win Where are you Jesus? Where are you God? Vishnu the preserver, we need you now… And so we listen…for answers why What is our purpose being here? We live then die… Look at the angels come to me, tears in their eyes There’s no messiah coming…you must realize The truth to the unanswered, lies in us all Will we ascend to heaven? Or Odin’s hall? Are you there Jesus? Are you there God? Shiva the destroyer will kill us all!! And so we listen…for answers why What is our purpose being here? We live then die… Look at the angels come to me, tears in their eyes There’s no messiah coming…you must realize FREEDOM!!! And so we listen…for answers why What is our purpose being here? We live then die… Look at the angels come to me, tears in their eyes There’s no messiah coming…you must realize
2.
Blackened sky clouds a demons face Tragedy ends the human race All of time added to everything we know Defies mathematics…equaling zero Take it all for granted These hard times we’ve had PAIN lasts a lifetime, an eternity to heal Only concern...distant future No promises one guarantee There is no forever Chorus: Don’t take it so hard You’re not the only one We’re all the same Predetermined outcome Take it from me, all that I see, absolute terror I know that is real, for this I feel all the pain Bottled up deep inside me… Why don’t you notice? Why don’t you see? All the misfortune this blasphemy Why don’t you notice? Why won’t you see? All of the terror and misery Blackened sky tortures dreams, its fate Agony, cease, eliminate Our existence is all that we know Painting the portraits with blood of the sinners
3.
This is the night, that metal never sleeps (no not tonight!!) So grab your whiskey, and your weed and we’ll be alright!! And you know, all it takes is a bottle of crown, to bring down the town tonight! Metal never sleeps!!! So try and tell me how to live my life! I’ve changed but I’m still the same! We work all day and we drink all night! Tonight, we will rock and rage! So free the anguish from our lives That’s why, metal never sleeps!! I walk away from my job everyday hating life The night is ours, can’t easily count our victories. We’ll show you witchcraft. We make the beers disappear! The sun has sunken, and now the party’s finally here!! Yea its last call its 3am! One more chance to get it in We will rage in to the streets for you tonight! Another whiskey in my glass, should I shoot it? Should I pass? We will fight another round, fucking hell-bent and hell bound!! Forever followed… and leave our lives in the dust
4.
I see the sun rise through the cracks I got the wall right to my back Stuck in this cage for so damn long I can’t tell you, what’s right from wrong… You said that things would be ok Just pay a fine, be on my way… But one small technicality, took away my reality Solitary CONFINEMENT And now revenge dwells in my mind To punish those who put me behind These wretched walls will see no more False accusations through these doors!!!….(Through these doors!) But one small technicality, took away my reality Solitary CONFINEMENT CHORUS: You locked me up, threw out the key! Pass the time, forgetting me… Sitting here in confinement, for what crime did I commit? When I max out, I will get out, come to your town and hunt you down The concrete walls and metal bed, just brings the anger to my head Solitary CONFINEMENT CHORUS Ask me to count how many times I’ve seen the end of decent lives The guilty ones who got away Walk with the reaper another day!!!…(Another day!) CHORUS I can’t believe this day would come 5 yrs and all my time is down Paid my debt to society Now I have to satisfy me… You death will not be so quickly! First will be your family Blood will flow down to their feet One after one until they’re gone!…
5.
Behold the terror on this night As the darkened warrior joins the fight “The hour is right, and the time is nie, For the power within us can turn the tides.” STAY! With me, STAY WITH ME!! They’re immortal! THEY!! Will be, THEY WILL BE… Slaves forevermore!!! Now’s the time, to get it done I am the devils only son They fall to shadows, arise at night The Knights of Nocturne defy the light SLAY! With me, SLAY WITH ME!! They’re immortal! THEY!! Will be, THEY WILL BE… Slaves forever… They…don’t know, of the curse Of the Nocturne They….will fall, one by one!! A choice they’ll soon regret. A CHOICE THEY’LL SOON REGRET!!! Do you want to die tonight? Fall victim underneath the sky Do you want to die tonight? Or fall victim on this shallow night? Do you want to die tonight? ( I don’t want to die!!!) Fall victim underneath the sky Do you want to die tonight? ( I don’t want to die!!!) Fall victim on this shallow NIGHT!!!!
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DDD 03:10
Eyes of the world (ignorant bliss) Still can’t see. (any of this) Human Decay (blissful and...) Wasting Away. Reach out from the shadows and in time you’ll find the light Death, Decay and Destruction!! Death, Decay and Destruction!! One day you’ll see the truth and One day you’ll see the lie I’ll take you from the shadows And bring you to the light I can’t explain what you have shown me Humanity has wasted away… Lies fill this world (filling their heads) As they deceive (Deceiving me) Who will believe? Its for you to see. Reach out from the shadows and in time you’ll find the light Death, Decay and Destruction!! Death, Decay and Destruction!! One day you’ll see the truth and, One day you’ll see the lie I’ll take you from the shadows And bring you to the light I can’t explain what you have shown me Humanity has wasted away… Reach out from the shadows and in time you’ll find the light Death, Decay and Destruction!! Death, Decay and Destruction!! (One day you’ll see the truth and One day you’ll see the lie I’ll take you from the shadows And bring you to the light) One day you’ll see the truth and, One day you’ll see the lie I’ll take you from the shadows And bring you to the light I can’t explain what you have shown me Humanity has wasted away…
7.
Come with me to the edge of time A journey paved in danger for you to find OH! I am the devil in disguise You can’t see my true self through mortal eyes. Steal your thoughts and gamble with your mind Forced to shift your daily paradigm You know I am the devil in disguise You too can live forever, after you die Mourning of loss recalls a darker time… your darkest time Your future is pending, prepare for Armageddon The future is ending humanity descending Your future is pending, prepare for Armageddon The future is ending, all is lost now Live your life my shadows by your side Always ever watchful, of your demise Can you see the devil in disguise? You can change the future if you apply. Die
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A friend or a foe, you’ll die either way (with a blow to the brain) Now where will you go? A stranger in these parts (you’ll stay out of sight) Stab! A knife in my back, but I have not fallen… Dismay! The deed has been done, the hour approaches I! I’ll rise from the fire and remove the dagger!! KILL WITHOUT MERCY!! KILL WITHOUT FEAR!! FOREVER IN SILENCE! They’ll find your body SLICED EAR TO EAR Forever alone, the mark on you face proves betrayal With nowhere to run, Abandoned (you mask your existence) Stab! A knife in my back, but I have not fallen… Dismay! The deed has been done, the hour approaches I! I’ll rise from the fire and remove the dagger!! SO I KILL WITHOUT MERCY!! KILL WITHOUT FEAR!! FOREVER IN SILENCE! SLICED EAR TO EAR Some day I’ll find you, I’ll sneak up behind you You’ll know….the TERROR Lost in my anger I begin to strangle You’ll know betrayal…NOW!!!! You always told me, this would last forever But you lied… you fucking lied to me
10.
Things didn’t turn out (exactly like we planned) You were sick and dying ( I couldn’t hold your hand) We watched and we waited (tragedy through the land) But after you faded (We couldn’t understand….) Understand I’d sit and I’d think of a better tomorrow, But find tomorrow never came. While you’re weak and helpless I’M FUCKING SELFISH I wish that things could’ve changed… Why does it happen to people so kind? Their judgments not right tonight They take away friends, family and loved ones, Leaving just memories behind We’ll pick and we’ll choose, we’ll win and we’ll lose But know… Tomorrow never came! No tomorrow, no tomorrow… Never… NEVER… came!

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released December 6, 2011

Tom Gilmartin - Lead Vocals
Will Winton - Vocals / Bass Guitar
David Frech - Drums
Ben Moore - Lead Guitar

Produced by Thanatotic Desire with Kevin Antreassian

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Thanatotic Desire New Jersey

For the last ten years, Thanatotic Desire has been a hungry act in metal music. Formed in 2007, they have appeared on the “Summer Slaughter Festival”, “Mayhem Festival”, then toured the northeast US and to California with international shows in Canada and Mexico and Japan. Their classic thrash riffs tie together well written melodic harmonies to grooves that make your neck break ... more

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